I smile to myself several times a day. I feel young again. I spent last evening wondering whether there would be touch base of any kind. It finally came late at night, but my day was made. I dreamed of possibilities, of life again, of hope and love.
The awkward part of the initial moments are deciding how often and when. Is there an etiquette to follow? Does it always have to be the male who makes a move? I don't know. It makes me want to scream. When next? I had 3 in a row and it just doesn't seem to be enough.
Whoa lady! Take a step back. Am I rushing into this because the excitement is so great?
Nonetheless, I'm wearing a huge grin and feeling super. I'm ready to handle anything that's thrown at me :-)