In January I posted Nesting: now the feeling’s brimming over.
I continue with my thoughts on sinking roots in. Physically exhausted…fatigue creeps into bones. A tantalizing thought of hurling the suitcase out of the window……a mental image ….crash, splinter…….relief.
Sigh!!!oh for the joy of clothes, make-up, jewelry, shoes etc. in one place. Guilt overwhelms…the battle within rages on: loving the current tempo vibrations vs. yearning for grounding. This is not Catch 22 for sure.
Is the leap to early? There are oodles of laughter and fun and thought. There’s plenty of love, sunshine and happiness. Yet, indefinite, undefined…..is straining the inside…..sigh, and sigh again!!!
Pressure to conform is far from the mind……just the longing to be with…….to make the home complete…….to begin the next phase…….it beckons……….
I continue with my thoughts on sinking roots in. Physically exhausted…fatigue creeps into bones. A tantalizing thought of hurling the suitcase out of the window……a mental image ….crash, splinter…….relief.
Sigh!!!oh for the joy of clothes, make-up, jewelry, shoes etc. in one place. Guilt overwhelms…the battle within rages on: loving the current tempo vibrations vs. yearning for grounding. This is not Catch 22 for sure.
Is the leap to early? There are oodles of laughter and fun and thought. There’s plenty of love, sunshine and happiness. Yet, indefinite, undefined…..is straining the inside…..sigh, and sigh again!!!
Pressure to conform is far from the mind……just the longing to be with…….to make the home complete…….to begin the next phase…….it beckons……….
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